It’s difficult when you have medical conditions and mental ones.
Carbohydrates produce happy chemicals like dopamine. That’s why things like mac and cheese, candy, and mashed potatoes are considered comfort foods. They’re filled with carbs and carbs make the brain happy. This is especially true when you have ADHD like I do, and your brain doesn’t produce the happy chemicals by itself.
But I also have PCOS, Polycystic ovarian syndrome for those of you who are curious, and my doctors have drilled into me that carbs are bad for my condition and protein is best. Carbs are bad, and protein is good. That’s what I was always told.
Sometimes I don’t have the desire or energy to make a proper meal and worry about nutritional facts. But a bowl of cereal is both easy and appealing.
Then I get stuck in the mindset that I shouldn’t eat this. It’s all carbs and I should be eating protein or at least a piece of fruit or something. And if I’m not careful I will get stuck in that mindset and just not eat. Not just for the rest of the day but for several days sometimes.
I have to stop and tell myself that fed is best. It doesn’t matter if it’s a steak or cereal. You need to eat. You deserve to eat. You love yourself and need to nourish your beautiful body.
Eat. You are loved and deserve to be taken care of.
Maybe when you feel better you can worry about nutritional facts and what you ‘should’ and ‘shouldn’t’ eat. Right now you’re not doing well. You’re just trying to survive. Surviving means putting food in your body so you don’t start feeling worse.
If for no other reason than you are worthy of love and appreciation and being taken care of.
Nourish yourself.