Hello. How are you? I hope you’re doing well.
So, yesterday I did go back and write more. I ended up writing an additional 1,677 words. Which brings yesterday’s word count up to 3,526, and my overall word count to 28,346 words total.
Today though, I realized I was a dumpster fire human. I had wanted to try out a couple different write-ins on the NaNoWriMo site to try them out and see if they help me at all. I had one scheduled for today, and completely forgot about it until I was about to start writing this.
I feel really bad, but at the same time, when this write-in was going on I was super busy helping my mom. So I think that’s a reasonable excuse as not to attend. I still feel bad about it though. But I do have a couple more write-ins written down that I’d like to attend. Maybe things will actually work out and I can.
We will see. This is my first year participating in NaNoWriMo, so quite a lot of what I’m doing is just playing it by ear. And I’ve never attended a write-in before(whether it was for NaNoWriMo or not), so I thought it would be a fun thing to do. I’ve seen so far that a big thing with NaNoWriMo is the community aspect of it. All the people coming together to help cheer one another on as they try to write 50K.
I’ve always been a loner, more so with my writing, so I thought it would be something interesting to try.
And here I’ve rambled for way too long about write-ins when I haven’t attended any yet.
*Deep Sigh*
Okay, back on track!
Today I’ve written 1,675 words so far. This brings my overall word count to 30,021.
My word counts for the day seem to be getting smaller and smaller. Question to those of you who have done NaNoWriMo before. Is this a normal thing even if you only write up to par every day? Or does it keep getting smaller like that to say, ‘hey, because you were an overachiever for a week there, now to get to your 50K you only need to write 1,000 words every day to reach it by the end of the month!’
At least that’s my take on it. Please let me know if you do, I’m very curious.
Also! I know, there are so many things to talk about today, who even is this person?
No, but really. So, I’ve been doing some non-existent/bad maths. And right now I’m at the bottom of page 18 of my 43 page outline(yes, I know how ridiculous that sounds. It is not lost on me. But check out my Tab on finding things that work for you for your answer to my ridiculousness.) and I’m already 30,000 words in.
If my math is correct, which I’m pretty sure it isn’t, by the time I have the rough draft done it’ll be more along the lines of 80-ish thousand.
Is that a bad thing? No. But just thinking about it is a lot.
I’ll be straight up here. The piece that I’m working on is Amilia, or Realm of the Demon Empress for those of you who have been around a while. It’s the first novel I ever tried to write with any kind of success, and the one I got the furthest with.
Amilia, formerly RotDE, was initially a couple of short stories that I wrote and they just had the same main characters that I really liked. And I decided to string the stories together. It became really intricate, and developed characters and conflicts from thin air. But it had its own issues because it wasn’t planned out as a novel, but several separate stories I decided to mix together.
I really like the story and the characters. So I’m hoping this time around I can do them justice. I put it away for a while so I could focus on other things and somehow figure out how I outline and plan and such.
So, I guess what I’m trying to say is that I’m equal parts excited and anxious about everything having to do with this piece. I won’t mind if I have to put this in the drawer again and come back to it when I’m a better writer, but I’m also hoping I don’t have to. It’s complicated.
Anyway, I’ve rambled for long enough I feel. Too long to be honest. So, I’m going to leave this here. I hope you are having a wonderful day. And if it’s not wonderful, I hope it gets better. Stay safe, and I will see you next time.
-T.R. Flynn.